It's Magic

I have never thought about things I am passionate about. The only thing that springs to mind is a trading card game called Magic the Gathering. It is a strategy game with a fantasy twist to it. Magic can be played by two players in various formats, the most common of which uses a deck of 60+ cards. It is a very hard game to become a pro at. I have been playing for almost 5 years now and am not even close to becoming pro at Magic. About 3 and half years back I heard of a tournament called the Pro Tour. It is one of the biggest Magic tournaments in the world. First place prize is        50 000 U.S dollars. The top matches at the Pro Tour are steamed live on Twitch and YouTube.

 I would love to go to the Pro Tour, but I have never tried. It is very hard to qualify for the Pro Tour. I get nervous just thinking about it. I have never had the courage to try. It is one of the few things I am passionate about and I can’t go all the way with it. If I can’t find the courage to do something I am passionate about then what happens when I face a challenge I don’t like?  Is it the other way around?  Maybe it’s hard to do because I do care about this, like an artist showing off this work. If I did good in any of the big tournaments hundreds of thousands would see me. I always have had stage fright. I have thought about giving up hope on trying to get into the Pro Tour, but if Mrs. Gardner's English 30-2 class has taught me anything it’s not to give up hope, because hope is essential to overcome the changes in your life.  I'm not letting anything stop me from perusing my passion. 

-By Draydin Kowal

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w0lMcAdXopg
This is a link to explain the feel and idea of the game.

Strength From Within

People who can seek out challenges and take risks are able to grow as a person gaining wisdom and confidence. I myself would not know what I do without taking risks and facing challenges. Risks may make us feel uncomfortable but taking them is one of the only ways to truly  grow.

We are all faced with challenges no matter how great. If we stay true to yourself and have confidence that something better will come we can face anything. In the moment challenges may seem impossible to complete but most of the time we are stronger than we think. As long as we have confidence when facing challenges when can complete amazing things.

- By Scott Colby

A Fight I Have to Win

The monsters I have are trapped in my own head, it’s kind of like them being under my bed or hidden in the closet, but in this case I will always carry them with me. Everyday they try to grow and and bring me down in the process because I can do little to stop the growth. I can only get stronger than the monsters that I need to defeat. The monsters make it their goal to keep me down and make me feel like I am alone in the world with no one to turn to for help. No matter how hard the monsters work to keep me down or how big they grow, I can only become stronger. I need to fight not only for myself but for the people that need me to help them. It isn’t until I see all the people that need me that I gain more strength to help me win. I know that I cannot simply leave them on their own. Once a fight has been won the monsters will retreat into the back of my mind and I am left to prepare for the next battle.

-By Katherine White

Your Heart Beats for a Reason

Having courage and hope are a big factor in the things that I like to do. I like to do things that get my heart rate going and make it beat outta my chest. Maybe I'm an adrenaline junkie? It’s hard for me to get excited about anything except for longboarding. Bombing down a hill at 50 km/hr hoping I’m not gonna fall, I feel alive. There are two steps to bombing a hill, the first is have the courage to do it, and the second is the hope that you won’t eat the road. Trust me though, no matter how good of a rider you are, eventually you will fall. For me though road rash is like a medal, something with a story behind it. If you’re scared to get hurt then go home wrap yourself in bubble wrap and climb into your closest because there isn't enough time in life to be scared of things. There is no particular meaning to life, life is what you make of it. Do things that make you happy everyday and find something you’re passionate about. Find something that will make you want to get up out of bed in the morning. I spend months of my life longboarding everyday when it’s warm. It’s one of the only things that makes me happy and gives me a sense of purpose. There are clubs and groups in Lethbridge dedicated to learning or just going and riding with other riders. You get a sense of home and acceptance with people that share the same passion. I watch video after video on youtube and watch techniques to improve my riding, simply because I enjoy watching the pros do what they are the best at doing. I’m always scared at the top of a hill, but it’s a good kind of scared. A sense of feeling alive comes with doing things that could take life away because it makes you realize the value and importance of life. Stop wasting your life and go do the things that you want to do, and don't let anyone tell you that you can’t.

-By Clark Cryderman

Sport That I Love

What I am passionate about is playing volleyball. Since I was a little kid, I have been playing basketball and I really loved it. I would wake up in the morning and put my shoes, shorts, and t-shirt on and head to the basketball court. I even forgot to eat my breakfast, that’s how addicted I was to basketball. When I got into junior high school, I tried out for St. Francis, but I never made the team, instead, volleyball came into my mind, so I gave it a try.

After the tryouts, the coach told me that I had potential skill at volleyball and that I made the team. He told me that he will make me a better player. I played volleyball at St. Francis for three years and continued my passion here in CCH from grade 10 to 12. I have had so many achievements and improvements. I achieved all I have because I work really hard, and love this sport. This sport brings me joy because I realized at first that I have potential skills for this sport. Every time I step on the volleyball court, I feel like teammates are always there for me, and they do not get down on me every time I make mistakes. I think that to love your passion, you must be good at it because how are you going to love it if you aren't skilled at it? Passion is where we showcase our best skill and bring the best of ourselves forward.

-By Mark Cereza

Monsters

What is a monster?

Monsters are the little things that you don’t want people to know. It is something deep that is a secret or something you fear. Some monsters that I have are problems that I can’t push away or kick them out from under my bed. In fact, some of the monsters are too big to fit under my bed, so some of them just stand there in front of me, looking me dead in the eyes. Some of these monsters don’t disappear if the light is on. These monsters of mine are evolving into human form. If these monsters evolve we also have to evolve to face them. People  should face their fears. Monsters will die, they will not always be there to scare you, but new fears will come out under your bed and show themselves to you and then you get a new monster that will drag you down. However, when those monsters die it gives you a chance to fight and push forward and get past what you couldn’t get past when they were still alive. Some monsters are not bad, some are good and may help because they may keep you alive and they will help you live life. Monsters are not always bad, they are good sometimes, but most times they are bad. Just keep pushing and fight for you freedom from fears.

- By Keegan Araki

The Consequences Life Throws At You

Being a twin is something big, but being a triplet now that's a challenge. Being a triplet also has consequences, and for my family that consequence happened to my little brother CJ (Colin but most people know him as CJ). We were with my parents out in Lethbridge wedding dress shopping for my mother because she was about to get married and something was wrong with my brother; he was rushed to the hospital in Lethbridge where we heard that it had to do something with his heart. It was devastating because we knew he wouldn't be able to go to my parents wedding, but my mom snuck him out to go to it anyway.

Later, in grade 10 we were near the end of the year, in quarter 4, when we were told that my brother would have to go in for open heart surgery to get a valve put on his heart and we went to Edmonton for his surgery and a lot of my family showed up for support. On the day of his surgery my family started to leave when he was in surgery, most of my family left including my brother Trez and my sister. My father, mother and I stayed in Edmonton with my brother CJ. After a successful surgery the doctor said that it will take 3-6 weeks for him to recover, but knowing that my brother was still young I knew he would recover fast, before the given time, and I was right. We went home four days after his surgery. In fact, the day after his surgery he started to walk and that's how I knew he would recover fast.

On February 6, 2017 a life changing moment happened, my brother CJ had a severe stroke that could have killed him or could have been prevented, but neither happened, he wasn't killed by the stroke nor was it prevented, but the stroke did cause his right side of his brain to go dead. After that he couldn't move his left side of his body, but he had feeling in it which was a good sign; however, he couldn't move his left arm or leg. I thought this immobility was something that would stay for good. We didn’t know what caused the stroke, but it turned out that it had to do with that valve they put in a couple years before. It seems the valve got infected.

After a couple months in the hospital my brother is now doing fine. There is no more infection on the heart valve and he’s been going to therapy trying to get that left side working again. Through all this all I had was hope, hoping that my brother would be fine would get better. He has been sick all his life, not knowing what was going to happen in the future for him. Through this experience I know that I now have the courage to give my brother CJ, the courage to get through all of this and I know that he already has some of that courage because of what he has been through already. I will try hard to give him even more courage and hope because family in the best courage and hope you will ever need.

-By Dennis Mountain Horse

Figuring Things Out

Everyone’s saying "you should know where you want to go by now", but everything went by so fast that I’ve barely had time to think about it.  I feel like I’m stuck - stranded in a desert, not knowing where to go or what to do.  I'm just looking around, sand burning my feet, trying to find someone to help, but there’s no one, nothing, but sand.  Finally, I see something and I bust with excitement!  I run as fast as I can towards it, but it disappears because it was only an illusion. That’s what happens with me, I find something and it disappears on me, and I have no idea where to go next.  I’ve had ideas on where I want to go, what I want to do with my life after high school, but how do I know it’s the right path? There are so many paths to be taken, and my destiny is just be the one out of 10000. Everyone that I know, knows what they’re going to do, half of them are already signing up for classes for next fall, and here I am still waiting for a sign to know what path I should take.  I had a thought that maybe I’ll take a year off, find myself, and make some money, but then there is the question lies beneath me: "Am I going to go back to school, or will I be too happy making money and not want to go back?" There are so many questions in life that will not be answered until the time is right.  I guess now I’m just waiting for the right time to come to me.  I guess one day I'll figure it out. 

-By Aspen Larson 

The Road

I don't find my life terribly stressful at this point, especially since I’m almost done high school which will be a huge weight off my shoulders when it's done. However, when my life does get stressful I calm down and free my mind by listening to music, working on cars, and most of the time I go to the middle of the mountains to touge. I like to listen to many songs, but one of my favorites, "Seize the Day" by Avenged Sevenfold, stands out to me because of the meaning it has to me. When I listen to it I have always picture it referring to someone who wasted their time and the regrets it and it’s too late for them to go back. The chorus always brings me inspiration to "seize the day". People die and memories fade, so the point is to live now or never.

I have been into the car culture for along time now and hopefully in the future I still will be involved in it. I currently own eight cars, but only one runs and drives, while the others are projects on which I get to learn and improve my skills to get them running and driving. I am hoping to find a place that will let me apprentice, so I can be around what I love to do. My favorite place in the world other than my  farm would be highway 532 in the Rocky Mountains. The road goes through a valley at the top of the mountains then it drops into the bottom of the mountains into a larger valley. Just before the switchbacks start to go down the mountains I love to stop and look over the valley. It makes feel refreshed, energized, and like I can do anything. I learnt to touge on that road with my dad; we used to drive it every weekend in the summer. If I feel stressed and just want to take a break in the summer, I will make the two hour drive from Lethbridge, or four hour drive from my farm just to feel those feelings and to enjoy the relaxing, beautiful drive.

-By Michael Marshall

The Demons Inside Me

I'm going to tell you about how I beat the demons that are inside me, that were controlling me most of my life, and made me angry all the time. When I was a kid I had some very bad stuff happen to me and I was full of anger and hatred ever since. While I was growing older I just got madder and madder at everyone I ever met. I eventually got so mad that I got sent to a place for a few months to help me get my anger under control and to be able to understand people better. After I got out of the place I tried the techniques they taught me and the techniques were starting to work and starting to make me a better person, after so many years of having the demons torture me. Every time I get angry and they start to show up again I just think of the techniques I was taught and it helps slow them down quite a lot, to the point that I can eventually control them and make them disappear completely. The more I think about them the more I realize how easy it was to be able to control them and I recognize that in my past I wasn't trying to stop them, but instead I let them consume me and control me. The only way I'm able to control them is if I face them myself and not ignore them, or brush them off as a small deal because if I do they will come back to haunt me later and be much worse than the small problems they started off as. I defeat my demons by facing them head on and telling them to screw off, or I will fight them if it comes to it. The other way I can defeat my demons is by buying a old car and smash it up over the weeks to the point it doesn't look like a car then send it to the junkyard to kill them off once and for all.  

-By Joshua Page

Courage and hope. Although they may sound different, the meanings of both of those words are often attributed to the the determination that keeps us moving forward. In Language Arts I often wrote stories about fictional characters without telling about my own story. The truth is I often don't talk about it because I do not know how to explain it myself. I've gone from bad times when I was younger with family drama and getting bullied, to the confident and happy young man that we all see today. It may sound cliche, but courage helped me move forward. I needed to have the courage to explore areas I would never have gone before. I needed to talk to people I would have never talked to before. This growth is not something that we can achieve within a day or week, it will only come once you are willing to move forward in your life. You cannot force it, but when the day comes you will know.

-Dillon Johnson

Family

The first thing I thought about when I hear the words courage and hope, is my family. We have been through a lot of struggles as a family, but we have never given up on each other because we all know that we belong to each other. My mom and I have asthma, but my mom's asthma is way worse than mine. In the beginning of our journey to Canada my mom got an unexpected asthma attack in the airplane and the journey turned into a complete nightmare. We hadn't even arrived to Canada yet and we almost lost hope. I hated the disease so deeply because of this; it lasted for about ten minutes, but it felt like ten hours. Somehow, she got better and we continued our journey with hope for a better future. Then everything started to get better when we arrived safe. The first month in Canada was so boring that we had to sit at home 24 hours a day, missing home and friends, but the longer time we spent here the more we liked it. My mom had a couple more asthma attacks after that, but as usual we were all there for her and thank God she got better. I really hope we don't have to go through that again.

- By Tomas Haile

All my life I’ve always tried to make my parents happy and proud of me, well maybe not always, but I know that they want what’s best for me which means the career that makes the most money. This is something I struggle with. See I’m not the brightest student out there, and I can sometimes be hard working, but when I am I know I get results. I also want a job that I’ll enjoy on doing, a job that I’ll honestly be proud of, even if my parents aren’t, but since I want to make my parent’s proud I have no clue on what to do. There are times where I actually don’t feel like I’m living life to the fullest; I don’t blame my parents of course, I honestly blame myself for not having the courage to face them and tell them about the pressure they’re putting on me. Sometimes I think it would be best to take a year off after high school and maybe get a part time job while I figure my stuff out.  

Secretly, I kind of do have an idea of what I want to do for a living; I really don’t care much about wages, I just want to travel.  I want to explore the world while I write stuff like a journalist. I want to experience different cultures and learn languages.  I want freedom.  Ever since I moved to Lethbridge I’ve always felt trapped, and over and over I keep thinking that there’s something out there and I want to explore it. I want to hear different viewpoints on things and write about it.  I want to put myself out there and experience things I have not experienced before.

-By Stephen Protomartir

Is It Worth It?

There were moments during my high school year that I thought I was going to be a chef. I wanted to go to the culinary arts school at the Lethbridge College. I was all in for this career that I’ve never even tried just because I like to cook. I never ended up going through with it because I was given some advice to not rush into something that I'm uncertain about, but there are problems with this advice and my reaction. The first issue is that I’ll never know if I would have like that career because it got tossed to the side and forgotten about.The second issue is that I have found that passing up education at any point can be a bad thing. Over the years I have found sometimes it is better to just go for it. Yes, it’s a lot of money to go to school, but money on education is never wasted, and it doesn't hurt to learn more than one thing so you have something to fall back on if you end up not liking your career.

-By Tyson Langager

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJbQphVcGxA
This is a link to the video clip entitled: "All About Learning.  Why is Education Important?"

“There's is something inside they can`t get to. That they can't touch. It`s yours. Hope.” This is a quote said by the prisoners in the film Shawshank Redemption. This reminds us that hope isn't something that can be taken away from a person so easily. As long as we don`t give up there is no person who can take hope away from us.

I started gaining an interest in basketball when I was 13 years old. I think it came from watching my older cousin, who was 17 around the time, playing with his friends. I would always ask to tag along and whenever he did let me come with him I would get lost watching them play. It was about time for basketball season and I really wanted to go and try out, but I was afraid of getting cut and not making the team, so because of this fear I didn’t go to the first try out. My older cousin confronted me about this and asked me why I didn’t go, after explaining my reasoning behind my decision to miss the first try out he took me to the court near where I lived at the time and he played basketball with me for a few hours. It started to get dark, so we started heading back home and as we were walking back to my house he told me if I really like basketball I should try out because if I didn't I would end up on sidelines, watching my friends play. The talk he gave me wasn’t much, but it was enough to make me want to go and tryout. My cousin gave me hope that I could possibly make the team. In this situation I was the only one discouraging myself. I didn't have any trust myself, but my cousin gave me the hope and the courage to tryout for the team.

-By Mawien Arop

Don't Let Fear Take You Over

I feel vulnerable in life when I have to put myself out there and do things I'm not comfortable doing, such as going out of my way to talk to others and talking in front of people or groups. I hated doing this and felt nervous up until probably this year, but I realized I wasn't the only one who felt this way and that if everyone else could do it without any problems then I could too. I realized the people you're talking to don't care whether you are nervous or not, they are just there to listen to what you have to say. Even though I may have hated doing these things in the moment and I sometimes just wished it would be over, I now know that it only benefited and allowed me to progress and work on developing a new and useful life skill because the only way to overcome things like this is to continually do them over again and practice until you are comfortable. This will allow you to start to become comfortable with the uncomfortable moment life throws at you. Being able to overcome anything, whether it's big or small, takes a tremendous amount of courage. Sometimes society can try and put limitations on what you can do, but as long as you listen to yourself and truly believe you can do something you will be successful and be able to overcome anything. Even though I still dislike talking in front of people I am no longer nervous when I have to.          

-By Joshua Lambert

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-0HRAtBquKg
This is a link to a motivational video entitled "Overcoming Fear".

Brandy, My Best Friend

Role models are important to an individual because not only do they guide an individual to make positive life choices, but they also provide inspiration and support to one's life. Brandy Little Bear is my auntie, my best friend, and my role model. If I could explain Brandy in one word it would be extroversion because she is the most outgoing and positive person you will ever meet. There is never a dull moment when I’m with her and I can always depend on her when I need comfort or someone to cheer me up through the hard times. Something we always like to do is cruise to go get a slurpee and sing to 2000 throwback songs in the car. Brandy wears her heart on her sleeve and always puts everyone else before herself. She feels as if her purpose in life is to help others who are in need of it. Ever since I was a little girl she kept me close to her, almost like I was a little sister, not to mention Brandy is only nine years older than me so it was more of a sister relationship between us, and it still is like that. She never left any of my siblings and I to feel unwanted or lonely. She resides in Calgary and over the summer she was the only one who encouraged me to get a job up there. Brandy also supported me while I lived with her for the few months while I was up there working. I look up to her because of how strong she is as a woman, and how she just goes for what she wants. Brandy is no pushover, she helps where she is needed and wanted, but never lets anyone take advantage of her. She is also someone who takes chances and risks in her life, someone who isn’t afraid of anything. Brandy moved up to Calgary with only the clothes on her back after high school knowing it wasn’t going to be easy, but had hope that in the end everything would play out perfectly. Now nine years later after moving up there she has a beautiful family, she enrolled into Mount Royal University and has a stable place to live with all the extra necessities she would want, and deserves. Going on six months ago, my parents went through a separation. Times were really hard for everyone in my family. Throughout this challenge that we were faced with, Brandy has continued to be my shoulder to lean on. When I need to go somewhere to get away for a bit, she's the first one I call. If I didn’t have her in my life for support and encouragement, I don’t think I’d be as strong as I am today. She always pushes me to do my best, and when something doesn’t go the way I hoped, she's there to tell me the right things that I need to hear. Brandy will forever be my best friend.

-By Sydney Shade

The Reason I Play

When I was much younger I would always want to go see my sister and my brother play their school sports. Going to see how my siblings play and how they connect with people, mostly watching my brother playing volleyball, caused my mind to open up. After watching his whole volleyball season whenever I got the chance I would try to set or pass the ball. When grade seven came along I wanted to tryout for the school volleyball team. And that is where it all started my passion for this sport. I was one out of two grade seven kids to make the senior team. Through my middle school years I’ve stuck to the same sport and still love it. Going into grade ten was nerve-racking because I didn’t think I was going to make the team, it was more difficult because new kids from different schools were trying out to be on the team. After I made the team I created goals for my career.  My JV team got second at cities, my SV team got second at cities and won a zone banner, got top ten at provincials and got top five at nationals.  Hopefully my next goal is to play for a post-secondary program. I love this sport and I will for many years, I’m glad my brother started playing because if he didn’t, I don’t think I would have started playing I would have stuck to playing basketball.

-By Tim Kelly

The Darkness in My Life

The darkness in my life would be living up to the expectations of others. People always expect too much, and it is hard to make everyone happy. For this darkness to go away, others should not expect so much from you. I think if everyone lived up to their own expectations and did not worry about anyone else it would be a lot easier to please others. It puts a lot of pressure on someone to try and live up to other people's expectations.  Everyone should just have to worry about themselves and reach the expectations that they have set for themselves. If people can learn to do what they would like, they would be happier than always feeling the need to do what others want from them. This also connects to social media because people see what others are like and they try to be like them, and they are not being themselves. 

-By Brayden Chapple

Hope for the Future

At times I constantly find myself dwelling on the future, whether it’s about an assignment that's due or even just a busy week. I often catch myself playing situations over in my mind and wondering how I’m going to approach them, but usually they don’t go so well in my head. I don’t even have a clue what is to come next and this scares the hell out of me. Nobody can truly know. I have faith that everything will work out okay, and also hope for a good future, a future in which I’m not a disappointment to myself and others, but in many instances I cannot help myself, but to assume the worst. I think nothing is going to work out sometimes and I’ll be left a failure. My family and others may have some expectations that can put a lot of weight on my shoulders and failing them is probably one of the biggest fears of mine. I don’t enjoy letting people down in my life. It’s just that they have hope for me to do great things for myself and not make any of their mistakes, but nobody is perfect. Not everything we do has to be great and we cannot prevent ourselves from doing any of the wrong things in life, that is why they are called mistakes. We can only have the hope and courage to be the best that we possibly can. I cannot do everything others wish for me to do because not everything they want is exactly what I want. If I could do all the things everyone wanted me to do I would, but first I need to do what I want. I wish to simply be the best version of my myself and it upsets me that I cannot make everyone proud, but that just isn’t realistic. I need to find the courage to do the things I wish to do, and the hope for a good future.

-By Cetan Pitre

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=163_C5UVU-I
This is a link to the song "Hope for the Future" by Paul McCartney.